Hi Rachel and welcome to the forums.
Firstly I wanted to say that I can clearly see that your Mother's illness and subsequent passing have been enormously painful, and for that you have my greatest sympathy.
While I have not experienced anything like this kind of pain in my life, I have had...
I have two new pet peeves:
1) Podcasts where a decent sized percentage of the audio content is effectively begging. I know there are costs to hosting and producing podcasts, but I don't want to hear about them there. Put them elsewhere, please.
2) Pages where podcasts aren't detailed, or where...
Horrible reports coming out of there.
I suspect however that the Church there may be stronger and have a greater witness than the Church in the West.